"Today was the Primary Program. Amazingly, John attended (He has not been to church in 3 1/2 months). I thought that was very courageous of him.
"....Well, I spoke with Bishop Peterson again today. Things don't look good. My situation is likely going to get worse. This is what I've been trying to avoid and here it is - staring me in the face. The great ting is - as I struggle to accept this new reality that I feel strength & peace. The road ahead will not be easy, but I will be okay. Thank goodness for the church, spirit, bishop, friends, & family. Most especially, thank goodness for my Savior, Jesus Christ. He knows my heartaches - He has felt them. The knows how to succor me, since He has felt the pain I am dealing with already. I need His help and my Heavenly Father's as I seek direction through fasting, prayer, and the temple. I just pray to make the correct decisions for me and for my family."
(copied word for word from said Journal entry...only omitting personal information about my children)
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